Gigit Bibir

I don't know the real life, like "REAL LIFE" is going to be. But just now, I know life is something that unpredictably feels like thousands of swords stabbing all over your body or roses spreading its fantastic fragrance all around you! It is wether very good or very bad!Mungkin aku bukan salah satu dari mereka, blogger yang memakai bahasa inggirs dengan lancar dan selalu update dan bentuk blognya menarik! Tapi betulan kali ini aku pingin banget nulis dari hati ke blogger! :P

Aku tahu dunia ini kejam, aku tahu dunia itu menyenangkan, aku tahu cobaan hidup itu selalu ada. AKU TAHU! Aku pingin banget mikir kalo semua ini hanyalah mimpi belaka, tapi ini betulan, ini realita yang gak bisa ditolak. UDAH DI DEPAN MATA. I've said this several times to my friends. Hidup di sini tuh kayak Perang Gerilya! Diem-diem. Didepan kita kayak apa dibelakang kita dijelek-jelekin! Kenapa di dunia musti ada iri?dengki?itukan kotoran! kenapa musti dipelihara sih?I know this is a serious matter! Tapi kali ini..KALI INI AJA.. aku pingin banget ngenjoy life without thinking what they are thinking about us, kayak kata temanku!I want to live my life! I want to find happiness from my own hardwork, with my own sweat!I don't want to be told who I wanna be!I don't want to forced! It's a free country, remember?(nah itu kata-katanya beib)Kenapa gak ada antiklimaks dan ending yang seindah di film-film? Kenapa selama ini film musti bohong? PERDAMAIAN itu sulit ya?I guess so..Right now I just want to close that page that is full of lies, hatred, and pain, let's open a newpage, just for awhile, to make us smile again!Let's just forget our problems and start to make a fake smile at least!

Aku tahu aku orangnya gampang bosenan! Aku udah "over it" Lee DeWyze. Sekarang aku lagi in sama glee banget! I don't care mau besok aku udah gak mood lagi kek sama glee. Tapi right now, JUST NOW! Aku suka banget sama glee! Glee and my lovely Mom that is keeping me alive these days! I don't know..I just don't understand what is happening and what is going to happen or how will it end! I just don't know! I think I 'manna follow my path and walk without looking back while biting my mouth!

Ini alasan aku sekarang tersenyum!

Full of Hope

Hey guys..how're you? :) .. So today I really wanna share my thoughts to the world! I've been doing the things that I should've do in the holiday and I'm watchin' ..

It is cool and freakin'ly awesome..Now I am officially a glee fan..

And he's so cute too..hahah.. :P

And I heard this song too..It's so cool that I heard for the first time Zachary Levi sings with Katharine McPhee..And he's greaat!..His voice is so amazing!Check this out!

And please wish me luck for tommorow big event that I'm gonna participate!I'm going to dance in front of many people in a big stage in the name of Indonesia. . . :) \m/...I am full of hope right now..Have a great guys..

PS: Sorry if there so many mistakes in my english..blablabla..at least I tried "speaking" with english.. :P

Holidays

I've been doing nothing except, watching TV, playing computer, eating and sleeping,

And I am still an addict to them:

and especially for these two..

Lee DeWyze: American Idol 2010

Before the announcement

The momemnt of truth, when ryan said" Dim the lights please, we've got the result"

"The winner of American Idol 2010 is. . . .Lee DeWyze"

Lee started singing

By the way they look good together, aren't they?;;);;);;)

I'm not an idol freak, okay..I'm NOT!

Okaaay I am..a little.. :D

So once again..American Idol 2010 is Lee DeWyze. . .

I'm so happy for him..YEAYYYY...\m/

WE LOVE YOU LEE, YOU DESERVE IT!!!
And I know you gonna have an awesome carrier ahead you Mama Sox..So

actually both of you are winners! ;)

Both of them are such an inspiration to me..
I definitely gonna miss this year American Idol, the uniqueness of every contestant,
and I'll miss Simon too..I guess.
I honestly like the way he judge people. I think what he said is the right thing and always so accurate.
But well, they're gonna go on tour, right? So yeah.. I think I'll catch up to that ;)

*All photo taken from google

Random

Males banget nulis beginian..Haduuu..
Yang jelas hari ini saya telah melakukan banyak kegiatan yang cukup melelahkan.
Oke akhirnya saya hanya ingin mengungkapakan rasa senang saya telah menyelesaikan novel ini..

Novel karya Sitta Karina yang lagi-lagi amat signifikan, penuh fantasi, dan tak terlupakan. Khayalannya sangat meletup-letup hingga sekali mendapatkannya(alias puncak konflik/klimaksnya) tidak dapat berhenti membaca!No words to express it..Halah...maaf sok-sokkan dikitlah ngomongnya.. ;P..Iya pokoknya keren bangetZ..hehe AlAy D1kiT A44ah..

Triple JEMPOL buat Ka Arrie.. :)

Goodbye to these...

Ini jadwal ujian UAS & UAN + Phgatek.

Ini jadwal bimbel.

Ini jadwal aku untuk belajar UAS.

Ini note penyemangat-ku.

Sakit Hati Sakit Jiwa

Ada yang ngganjel di hati.. :((

Anyway, today's Quote:

"Don't expect too much cause sometimes the thing you're doing doesn't end like you wanted to. And if that happens you'll be sad!Truly sad!"

Check This Out:

My Playlist these days..

1.Kara DioGuardi - Lost (NUMBER ONE!)

2.Miley Cyrus - Can't Be Tamed

3.Charice Pempengco - Pyramid

4.Celine Dion - The Prayer ft Josh Groban

5.Akiboshi - Wind

Here's the lyrics:

Is it obvious to you

When you walk into a room

Your face is all I see

And my heart races so fast

I never knew a rush to feel like that

Everytime you're touching me

I never did believe in anything

I couldn't hold between my fingers

But the way you make me feel

It's just so real the way it lingers

I get lost inside your stare

Lost when you're not there

And everything I have

Doesn't mean a thing if it's without you

If it's a dream

Don't wake me up

I'll scream if this isn't love

If bein' lost means never knowin' how it feels without you

I wanna stay lost forever

I wanna stay lost forever.. with you.

No this feelin' doesn't end

It's with me everywhere I am

Hope it never goes away

It's like defying gravity

I'm losing all control in bein' free

And I always wanna stay

I never thought that I'd let go long enough

To fall for someone deeply

Who had the power to erase my fears

And find me so completely

I get lost inside your stare

Lost when you're not there

And everything I have

Doesn't mean a thing if it's without you

If it's a dream

Don't wake me up

I'll scream if this isn't love

If bein' lost means never knowin' how it feels without you

I wanna stay lost..

Don't tell me where we're goin'

I don't wanna know

I like the mystery

I can't believe we've come this far

So far away from where we started off

You found me when I wasn't lookin'

You found me..

And now I'm lost inside your stare

Lost when you're not there

And everything I have

Doesn't mean a thing if it's without you

Without you..

If it's a dream

Don't wake me up

I'll scream if this isn't love

If bein' lost means never knowin' how it feels without you

Yeah..

If bein' lost means never knowin' how it feels without you

Oh..

If bein' lost means that I'm never gonna be without you..

I wanna stay lost forever..

I wanna stay lost forever

..With you

When Holiday is Right in Front of My Eyes

Dulu waktu aku masih ujian dan otaknya keisi dan sedang diisi sama pelajaran-pelajaran yang kadang membuat judek kepala, aku suka banget ngebayangin pekerjaan-pekerajaan yang akan aku kerjakan di masa liburan. Tapi setelah liburan itu udah di depan mata malah aku yang kagok sendiri mo ngapain. Hal ini dah terjadi di hidupku berkali-kali , yahh gak berkali-kali sih tapi dah 2 kali. Waktu sd , yang akhirnya waktu liburan dah selesai aku gak berhasil membuat karya apapun. Nah aku gak boleh bikin hal ini terjadi lagi. Bagi yang merasa temaku ingetin Yaaa..sebenernya aku dah nulis tuh list things that I have to do in the holidays terus bukunya yang aku tulisin malah ilang..Akhirnya aku nulis lagi dan smoga aja yang aku tulis itu sama kayak yang waktu itu aku tulis..

And Finally

Alhamdulillahirrabilalamiin Lulus...

Jujur aja aku males banget untuk nulis benginian gak tahu kenapa.

Oke continue...

All the work that I've done pays off.

I've done my best and the rest is up to God..

Walaupun it turns out ada nilai yang gak aku kira.

Tapi pasti kan there's always a purpose behind anything.

Jadi ya..Oke,begitulah..Anyway..I wrote a poem about this situation and actually it's Indonesian:

Euphoria

Beta rasakan

Bukan karena minuman itu

Tapi karena puas diri

Setelah bekerja keras seperti kuli

Euphoria

Bukan karena kepuasan itu

Melainkan kesenangan hati, yang tak bisa dibendung lagi

Atas kerja keras yang sedikit menyiksa diri

Euphoria diharapkan

Sedikit saja kau berikan wahai mempunyai

Karna sudah kunanti

Euphoria,Euphoria

Serukan Euphoria

Untuk kelegaan hati rohani

Euphoria

Ceria

Ceria

Rasakan Euphoria

Akhirnya..

EUPHORIA