I don't know the real life, like "REAL LIFE" is going to be. But just now, I know life is something that unpredictably feels like thousands of swords stabbing all over your body or roses spreading its fantastic fragrance all around you! It is wether very good or very bad!Mungkin aku bukan salah satu dari mereka, blogger yang memakai bahasa inggirs dengan lancar dan selalu update dan bentuk blognya menarik! Tapi betulan kali ini aku pingin banget nulis dari hati ke blogger! :P
Aku tahu dunia ini kejam, aku tahu dunia itu menyenangkan, aku tahu cobaan hidup itu selalu ada. AKU TAHU! Aku pingin banget mikir kalo semua ini hanyalah mimpi belaka, tapi ini betulan, ini realita yang gak bisa ditolak. UDAH DI DEPAN MATA. I've said this several times to my friends. Hidup di sini tuh kayak Perang Gerilya! Diem-diem. Didepan kita kayak apa dibelakang kita dijelek-jelekin! Kenapa di dunia musti ada iri?dengki?itukan kotoran! kenapa musti dipelihara sih?I know this is a serious matter! Tapi kali ini..KALI INI AJA.. aku pingin banget ngenjoy life without thinking what they are thinking about us, kayak kata temanku!I want to live my life! I want to find happiness from my own hardwork, with my own sweat!I don't want to be told who I wanna be!I don't want to forced! It's a free country, remember?(nah itu kata-katanya beib)Kenapa gak ada antiklimaks dan ending yang seindah di film-film? Kenapa selama ini film musti bohong? PERDAMAIAN itu sulit ya?I guess so..Right now I just want to close that page that is full of lies, hatred, and pain, let's open a newpage, just for awhile, to make us smile again!Let's just forget our problems and start to make a fake smile at least!
Aku tahu aku orangnya gampang bosenan! Aku udah "over it" Lee DeWyze. Sekarang aku lagi in sama glee banget! I don't care mau besok aku udah gak mood lagi kek sama glee. Tapi right now, JUST NOW! Aku suka banget sama glee! Glee and my lovely Mom that is keeping me alive these days! I don't know..I just don't understand what is happening and what is going to happen or how will it end! I just don't know! I think I 'manna follow my path and walk without looking back while biting my mouth!
Ini alasan aku sekarang tersenyum!
